::caught

fingers crawl to flick ‘on’

fade black into blue, into me, into …

a slow blink to fast and then; steady

with no light, no map – melted

an inward spiral; shining palette of color

see it (speak backwards) all

.damn.

crinkled sky and mumble; maybe stumble

“how” – enter not touching ground

a free-form-float-quiet-endless-now

we are (acutely unaware) I am

caught::

[not even sure where this goes]

{who cares?}

(again)

I’m

inside out awake and

upside down smiling and

forward laughing and

upward declining and

spinning in circles and

not getting dizzy and

[one   more   time]

.damn.